Christmas...

While one family rejoices, another one hurts. This is not something my positive mind takes and understands very easily. It's that moment when you realize that no matter how positive your words, no matter how hard you to try smile- the pain is still there and it's not going away. There is not too much more i want to write about Christmas- it is better shown through pictures. I do want to say though, that i now firmly believe our journey was not supposed to start in December like we had hoped at first- but in the new year. A sense of peace and excitement has come over me and i cannot wait to schedule that first drs. appointment. OH and Landyn and I are going to NJ in 2 weeks! No appointments to cancel or ruin the trip- just the 4 of us together for a weekend! we are so EXCITED!! now on to the photos...